End of Sem (24th of June)

I was an hour earlier to Royal ballroom at the racecourse, where we'd be having our exam there. By the time I got there, lots of people were already sitting around the hallway, some were still revising pages of materials and some were discussing some grammar points with the ones next to them. I couldn't spot any of my friends til this bald head asked us to leave our bags at the balcony. I stood there for another 20 minutes to do my really last minute revision of all the vocabulary. I didn't notice anyone around me til Natalie called out my name at the back. We put our bags at the balcony together and entered the exam room.

All of our personal belongings were put in the plastic bag. I also brought my water bottle inside because most of the time, I'd get super dirty when thinking hard. However, this supervisor asked to take my bottle away a few minutes after the exam started, as it might be a source of cheating, as he said. So he gave me a cup of water instead. Two hours of Jap exam was going so good. I got most of my questions done in the first 70 minutes. Though I have stuck in several questions and left them to the last. Doing the last three readings spent me a bit more time though. But at the end, 20 minutes was left for me to check my entire exam paper.

I waited for Natalie at the front after finishing my exam, she told me that hers went bad, And her friends did even worse. I couldn't hold my happiness after I got my last exam done for this semester, quickly SMS mum as soon as I got on the bus, and smiling all the way back to Central because of that cute conversation we had.

Yes, the problem of her left hand has been for almost a month and I couldn't spare some time to take her to the medical centre to do a check up, so tonight I went on googling some relevant info to see if there is any serious issues related to that...

So I was mad at bb's busy life for going online after 10-ish every night for some reason. I know my irrationality didn't come in a right time, but it never came in a right time anyways. What can you say about it? It's just my problem of having this sense of insecurity over the time, making me feel that I have no priority in somebody's life, after somebody gets everything, and everything else done for the day. I really hope that I've really learnt a way to not get irritated. But every time, just whenever boredom strikes, I will start thinking a lot. I absolutely get why I reject people, or exclude myself from some particular individuals. To solve this, it still comes with a long way for me to develop belief and trust...