Another long day out (8th of July)

The bus just drove past me when I was only a few steps to get to the bus stop, I felt ashamed myself for being 10 seconds late...Mum then came back to this stop with me, and waited for our next bus to Bankstown. She was really busted all the way. So as soon as she got off from the bus, she rushed to that public toilet where it's located nearby. The most trolling thing today was that the public toilet today, was not opened. Light was off, no entry at all. I then directed her to go to the toilet at Bankstown's station. As we only had one mymulti2 ticket, I couldn't go downstairs with her to look for the toilet. Now she had to ask around herself. And I actually waited at the gate for another 20 minutes or so. I assumed she must have been having so much difficulty to look for a toilet...

The screening went ok. That was my first time ever to see that tunnel thing for scanning. However, I was asked to stay outside because I wasn't allowed to stay there once the examination began. I was worried that mum'd be having all sorts of problems inside; what if she couldn't understand the instruction and all...A few minutes later, she came out with a smile on her face. Asking her if everything was ok, she said the only thing the girl said was 'finish' lol

Then the rest of our day was to walk around the shopping mall at Bankstown. We didn't really have any specific request to get any particular items, but simply just wanted to shop around. She loves cotton on so much, to the point that she asked me to take off my jacket for a few times to try the jackets she wanted. Oh and this jacket she spotted last time, is still there at the same place at Jay Jays. This time she asked me to put it on, to see if it suits me. But I didn't really like it..

This guy was so nice when we asked him so many questions about quilt and such. He even told us the difference between year-round and winter quilt, and mini jump back, the top wool quilt in the store which cost us a lot etc. There was this time when he warned us not to wash it too much as it'd become rough, which made mum a bit worried because she's such a hygienic person who loves to get everything clean. He then instantly calmed her down by saying 'well, after a few years, you'll get new quilts anyways, won't you?' True that, the constraint of our financial situation isn't really a problem for us to have high quality life...

The accessories store was the paradise of rings, which I spent most of my time looking for some new rings. The girl who served us looks so pretty, even mum asked me to check her out lol...>.> And and and I told mum that there is an IGA at our uni, which it just opened recently. After I said such a thing, IGA appears right in my face=3= She then pulled me in to look around aimlessly. I guess you wouldn't be surprised if I tell you that I was trapped in the food court for half an hour not knowing what food to eat. I even stared at that pancake and ice cream place for a while, until mum asked me to go back to our suburb. 

Food is something that you cannot say 'no'. Everyone should agree with me. Especially one of those best moments having my steak, ham, prawn and mash potatoes all around the table while group chatting with some people on fb and wechat, is what I call 'good life'...

Lastly, panpan and I have done so much of 'blobbing' in that last one hour towards the end of the day. I like his long letter, and I found two paragraphs I like in particular. Can't deny that kind of feeling has always been there when something triggers. It might not mean that much to others, but being abandoned is a feeling that could possibly never get me to forgive that person. I need to enjoy so much at present in order to forget the past, as I've told myself all this time. BB's word is such an encouragement for something I want to strive for. If this isn't devoted to our monthsary, I would see it as one inspirational piece of work guiding my way. Thanks for all the efforts you have put in there. Regardless, lack of concern and unable to do some action to express something you should, isn't something I am happy about...