Home alone (7th of July)

Forgot to mention the recording he did last night was great. It truly made me smile when I listened to it this morning. Because of this, I also listened to mine for a few times and that I suddenly had this attempt to record myself again. So I spent one hour recording for a song. After having my brunch whilst watching this talk show, been looking for songs in their instrumental version.

Haven't talked to any of my friends in that group. So as soon as somebody complained how this group owner-which is me, isn't managed to remove some annoying people who have been spamming everyone in this group, I apologized to her that I've been busy all this time. Once I started talking, 7 or 8 others greeted to me. That reconnection with the ones that I haven't talked to for so long, made my day so far. They all asked my wechat, especially Lei, who added me and talked to me for several hours non-stop. I didn't get to know he's got a Jap gf now til I was told that he knew her just a few months ago in America. I feel glad that he's found the one he truly likes. Though at the risk of he might lose her one day since long distant relationship is seriously not an ideal first love in my opinion, he has me at his back, and I'll be always there supporting him.

So planning to go Taronga zoo with Haiwon on Thursday. One of the similarities between us is that we both love chocolate. It would be an awesome day out with Haiwon as always just by thinking how much I love seeing her smile and laugh. She really one best friends of mine in uni though we don't see each other that much, but when we do, we share so much. Anyways, I also wish Jen's dad could be cured. Knowing that chemo and electro would only do harm to somebody's body, I sincerely wish Jen is strong enough to face anything happen later on. The only thing she can do now is to be with her dad more often, take care of him more than she could have when she wasn't there all these years, cherish every moment when he's still there.

Lastly, miss Australia Chinese pageant this whole thing, has been on my newsfeed, my friend's friend Renee, and one of panpan's friends are contestants in the competition. They sort of reminded me of Ying, who won the competition in 2011. And after that, she got famous for being such a beauty having all the fame that most of the girls expect to have. Someone said I should be glad to what I've given in life, which I truly agree, yet unable not to feel anything everytime when you see that perfections in others' lives. After all, I am not a beauty, only trying to look for the beauty in experiencing life...