Money talk is misleading (1st of April)

Assignment 2 is done

my holiday button is on

AIT class was to learn Gestalt law

examples were shown on the screen

with some brief explanation from Diana

We started working in pairs discussing what topic we would like to pick for our assignment 1

Only today I realised how rich somebody is

Nelson, is that rich...yes he is

everything he told me about his family in China

the huge amount possession of assets his dad has

as well as the well-known golf champions his uncle, dad and his father know of

are all showing how upper class he is

without knowing this, I only see him as a non-studying little guy with constant help...

We talked a lot during our time of chilling

he tried to immerse me into his world of share talk

the investment plan and all

I was fascinated by his knowledge of investment

I think I have underestimated him before 

which I shouldn't have

you can never judge a book by its cover

Anyways...realistic people are everywhere

including the one that is the closest to me

I don't like how materialistic she sounds when the word 'rich' and 'money' are mentioned

you cannot weight it above the top over everything or having heavily reliance on money

though it is how much quality life you'll be living in...

I think that it would keep coming back unless I start working and getting paid...

Now this goal is more of my will to against the undesirable rave from her

but not me really having it as my promises of making it to be the reason in my career path

because I really am getting sick of how this is leading me to

it's misleading

the thoughts are almost engulfed by the concept of being rich

and I do not like it

I seriously don't...

to the dearest, getting there is important in creating a better life

the multiple times of undergoing suffering has had enough

I know it

but shouldn't you be consciously cared what could make me happier...

PS: No April fool happiness, no happiness
PS1: I would rather listen to Fiona Sit's better me for the whole night
the more you listen, the more you'd feel...like a magically moved feeling...