too much readings for me to do in a day
200+ pages....
crazy ey....
I spent the entire afternoon to only do up to 130+
some pages were just scanning through
some were not even understandable
I had no idea what it is about even reading some particular paragraphs for a few times
mum has finally tried to cook that super tasteful chicken
I had a few bites on the chicken thigh
and already could feel I was in heaven...
some deep talks through my psychological problems
such as my loneliness I feel towards people
a sense of isolation I have in a group gathering
and my stress towards so many aspects of things
what cause my stress
and how to overcome it
including him who was a part of my stress
I mean...not just that
but the distance I keep between relations
and he has been the only one I feel worthy to talk to
yet sometimes I don't get that much attention from him
when he has other stuff to care for
anyhow....none of us can be fully understood
the only thing we have towards people is empathy
we sometimes are empathetic but not truly get what has been going on in their life
since we can't understand everyone else but yourself
why am I expecting people to get me?
but you know....it's just a struggle to have a sense of present
which I don't think I have that as I exist...
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