21th of Sep
No...I am more than sleepy...
She dragged me to go shopping with her, I did. She asked me to carry shopping bags and waited her at coles, I did. She asked me to ask people around for a particular item she wanted, I did.
She felt happy, a super happy face emerged. I was sleepy though lool
Jennifer asked me to fix her essays so I chopped some parts off, telling her to avoid memorizing historical background for that poem as she doesn't need it during the exam. Later she asked me more and more specific questions in literature that I have never thought of before. She's such a good child
Had a talk with mum during dinner. She sees me as more suitable to be a teacher or anything that has to do with educating others when I told her that I am sort of into teaching people skills in a unique way. Just like how I used to post my articles in qq-zone, where I express my philosophical view regardless of some people may disagree. But this is my view, not theirs, you have your option to read my posts and comment on them while I have my choice to do that with my joy
And then I told her about my determination of getting a certificate of translation as back up. Ideally, having something that you can specialize in is good, but by now, I am still seeking for that particular one field which is the best for my career path. Education may be a good choice, being a teacher can be really stable but do I really want that? Or what I am thinking is to get something that is not achievable, challenging so I can feel that I am doing something big? (Obviously I love everything to be BIG....) Maybe that's why I never follow our stereotypical Asian trend to do business, finance, economics, commerce, science and maths etc
After dinner, Jenny wanted to ask panpan if he can teach her some strategies to write better business reports. I established a group chat just for them to sort this out. Both of them replied so slow though, especially panpan who seems so busy all the time....Everyone came back from shower, and then a really casual conversation started from me, who was trying to alive our randomness so to cover the awkwardness between them both.
Jenny left at 12-ish. I continued with my delayed post and that panpan joyfully told me that he's reading something about inheritance. He didn't comment on anything as he said before anyways, instead, he ended up falling asleep, each and everytime. I didn't feel happy, and when I say I didn't feel happy, I don't mean I wanted him to stay with me late to talk, not letting him go, but at least don't give me the brush off when I wanted to talk. Even when he had time to talk, he watched Youtube and replied once in a while...
So what I can do about it? Sleep. I know everything will be gone once I wake up in the morning. Btw listening to Pitbull's song is not a bad choice either, his 'international love' makes me feel so internationalized...
well isnt that dedication to your mum ;D or maybe that you just couldnt be bothered to go against your mum? ;D
ReplyDeleteand when you edit jennifer's essays do you learn more things yourself?
well, being a teacher can be in many different things. like you could be a teacher yet informal teacher if you get what i mean. Even though you may be suited to being a teacher it is a good sign of showing that you can become a great mentor. dont you think?
and what did your mum think about the translating path? cos you didnt say ><
i dont think i helped her much though in that ): because those strategies are just basic mistakes that she has made so far >< nothing that is mainly about business.
and shuuuuush >< give me some times to comment T^T its not like it takes 5 seconds ): yes you didnt say i need to stay up and talk to you till late but i thought it would help... wouldnt it? >< and im sure i replied instantly o.o unless there is a large ping with the wireless... >>
You may think that once you sleep everything will be gone but the thing is... it will be there once again the next day ): i hope you enjoy this supposedly dull comment on your blog >< PEACE OUT!
as always lol sometimes dedication is forced because i cant be bothered, your right hahaha
ReplyDeleteyes that's why i like helping people as it's also helping myself to consolidate my knowledge in some ways
yeh i wanna be a mentor xD i couldnt think of being a mentor until u just named it hahaha maybe? if i have this chance some day?
ahhh my mum actually is being really supportive of any decisions i make, so apparently she does agree with my point of view of getting that translation certificate as back up, but u gotta ask for me really soon lor xD
yeh i know that, keep helping her like how u have been helping me with my grammars and stuff
lol i have given you plentiful of time/heaps of chances to comment yet u dun do it til now...and no,u didnt reply instantly im pretty sure or else i wouldnt be complaining here...
it's ok~it will be ok the next day and then the next next day lol, i just need more time to adapt to your busy life if we are still dating...yeh much more time :)
im really appreciated of this comment popping up in my post, nothing can be ever dull if it worths a read :)