Duh ups and downs (combined 28th and 29th of Sep)

28th of Sep (gathering)

Pool 

Everything was ok except for that moment when I saw somebody peeing by accident. And everyone was blaming me on not knocking on the door before I went in=.= HEY PEEPS, THE DOOR WAS FREAKING HALF OPENED, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THERE WAS SOMEONE INSIDE OF THE TOILET? Great...I wished I didn't see anything but I seriously did...That was even more embarrassing than getting myself exposed in the public when he was facing me on his side with his genital in his hands>.>

(image memory is deleting.....)

His pool table is not as big and flat but it is alright for newbies like us to play with. Brian and Kenneth were like twins holding sticks in a super improper way. Harry is much better than them so I asked him if he's been learning this to hook up with girls since he's been talking about someone he likes for a year and a half by now yet he never had the courage to confess to her...Shame on you bro>.> why being a chicken for, just goooooo for it!! do not be scared if you get rejected, you can always look for the next better target so why worry? 

Don't give up the whole forest for the sake of a single tree...my advice

Turn the horror into comedy

This is so disrespectful to the producer of the horror movie we watched today since we didn't even see it as a horror genre all because the protagonist has one of the most common English names-David. Our friend David was teased by us, mostly by me, making them laugh like hell when I imitated the voodoo thing to call out his name like the one in the movie for a few times.

I don't get how the producer came out with such a great idea of inserting the evil soul into a girl's body by crawling up to her down there painfully as I seriously don't think majority of audience can take that. My compassion this time goes to that guy with glasses who has been attacked by two terrible bitches after they both are demonized by attaching with the blood Mia, this hardcore psychic vomits on one's face, bites one's hand and cuts her own tongue with a knife and the pretty lady was being forced to kiss with her...A slasher film is with all the elements that are needed AND a lot of tomato sauce >.>

I was there onomnomnom-ing my chips...

David dies at the end of the movie, yes...the stupid one in the movie. I mean, why can't you just get your key and get your ass out of that freaky house immediately? why would you still have the mood to being nostalgic of the past at that freaking scary moment?=.= That's the consequence of him got stabbed at the back...I thought he would survive and live with his sister happily ever after...and then the end of the story like the rest of those conventionally written stories but NO....That was so unexpected after another terrible creature came up and started chasing his sister (the psychic who has finally turned back to normal) She sacrifices her own hand just to pull herself out of the car...

That soreness...

Playing badminton for several hours without much of rest like a boss because that sport was getting me so energetic to run around and teaming up with Kenneth was the best as most of the time I gotta hit the ball but not that great with David. He has even taken over my side sometimes =.= 

I can tell that my crafty friend David really likes seeing me running around during the time we played. He purposefully hit it lightly when I stood so far so I was running all the way from the back to the front just to catch the ball everytime..EVERYTIME...=.=

During dinner, David and I shared the hot pot since none of us can reach a mutual agreement of something we wanted to eat...

After they have been knowing how unhealthy I am, they have been convincing me to change my lifestyle...Anyways I was being forced to play cards for another one hour after dinner>.>

sorry about this pathetic post...it doesn't sound as exciting as it was =.=

29th of Sep (A day of exploration)

• Great, Jenny didn't come to Chatswood at all 
• I went somewhere else after I have been waiting there while doing my readings for an hour
• For the sake of cheering myself up, I went to several ice-cream stores to get 3 cups of ice-cream with variety of flavours and to another restaurant to get a comparatively expensive bowl of noodles
• They cost me up to 30+$
• It's just a weird way of spending your money to get rid of the anger of not getting your money (don't know if this makes sense..)
• Further unhappiness has intensified because of somebody
• Such an unresolved issue will be continuing so I don't think there is any point to talk through this
• oh well... what a day...and I doubt Jenny either forgot about today is Sunday or she didn't even care when she replied with 'watzup man' as if there was nothing happened there...I don't think she would ever forget about we were supposed to be having a tutoring on Sunday especially I have given her with so many calls yet nobody has picked up any of them...also have sent her a message :(
• Definitely I would never get angry to my little sis so I rather not to say anything or else it would wreck the friendship between us....parents were totally pissed after I said I only tutor her for an hour (I lied to them already, if I have said that she didn't even come at all...don't know what their reaction would be) 
• (coming up to update with some new info) so panpan has written me with a long letter, mainly a checklist of what he has done wrong and being unable to satisfy with my standards and all that so these days he has been making me so unhappy
• we are cool with that after he has showed me some efforts
• but most importantly is that my closest friend has sent me a long message asking for a reconnection, which has made my day just by reading it at 2am :)
• coz constant rejection did break my heart for so many times yet I have been still trying. A special someone, really special someone that I don't ever want to lose  
• Thanks for being there with me for the past a few years and now willing to come back for me, maybe you were bored or just wanted to talk to somebody. But I am truly and deeply happy, really...
• Wish you the best to see your boss tomorrow ey
• Wish panpan the best in his interview as well 
• You just never know how much you care for a person until something happens