Painful but hopeful (1st of Oct)

To whom it may concern:

If you ever have a daughter/ girlfriend/ female close friend/ or a stranger who you see she's holding her tummy with bitterness, please go and ask: Are you ok?

You can't cure her pain but you may bring back her smile at some point...

Period pain can be the biggest killer pain to females. I am not trying to exaggerate the fact here. But hey, if you put yourself in our shoes, having period monthly for at least 5 to 7 days AND the unstoppable pain can last for a few hours(if you are lucky enough) to a day, and that make us look like a disabled lying on the bed doing nothing but waiting for the pain to go away, you may even feel worse than what I feel here. Sometimes I do wish to enter menopause....=.=

Like today, the pain just wouldn't go away but with me for nearly the whole day. I couldn't do much about it but ask mum to rub my tummy for multiple times and even tried to sleep but I failed. Every time when I was close to fall asleep, pain was there to wake me up...

But mum's right, I should be feeling lucky to start my period today as Badminton outing is on Saturday, uni starts on Monday. By the time Saturday comes, I will be all free and happy and coming back to be a man

Btw I have started somebody's assessment today, that 1500 words is 1/4 to be done, as it's due on Thursday, same as the 500 words weekly assignment. I gotta finish them all by tomorrow night so I can seriously get back to my own work. No joke, where is my productivity here? I need to summon it up with my super unnatural power!!

I initiated the conversation with Jake and he wanted to come to badminton with us this Saturday. That kid sounds so busy and told me that he just came back from the flower festival that was held in Canberra today. It must be a great experience but he wouldn't want to share any photos, said only limited to family view and called it as 'privacy'...>.> 

Somebody said hi to me but I didn't get back to him as I was busy doing that essay...

Had an hour webby-ing with panpan after she went to sleep. We were both busy doing our work so looking at each other sometimes could be really entertaining, and that also was to relax ourselves. I should say that he's pretty good at making any kinds of pedo faces...It was even funnier when he asked me to show my tummy and then he did the rubbing movement as if he was helping me to relieve the pain I've got from period. But thanks, it was cute :)

Mum can sound sophisticated in some particular issues or when she's really into our talks. I only questioned myself whether I am really into what I am studying for, film studies as I meant. She has given me some advice and that has helped me to rethink about my own choice. She once again has brought up her family. Knowing how granny loves her when she was young, what a typical mum she is and how she has been treating her a bit different from her siblings...I started to put her words into the pictures in my mind...

Thanks for the great story sharing to show how grateful motherhood could be, as well as she's been doing the same, or even better to extend the great power of motherhood...

So to wrap everything up: Females are cool, damn cool!! They endure the pain and being so lovable at all times. Most importantly is that pain is with us but we never give up hopes, instead, we make more for others...

*Claps for us* PS: anti-sexism/ anti-misogyny