8th of Oct

Insufficient caring

I only focused on doing the preparation of the upcoming exam will be held on Thursday. Yes I really put my whole heart into it so . 'BAM' a noise was made from the balcony as if a meteoroid just hit my house. I consciously turned around, found out she was completely lying there and seemed in a paralysis of terror, 'You OK mum!??!' I was quite astounded, even was going to approach her. She replied'Yeah, I guess..' Instead of helping her to get up, I went back to my seat after that. She then yelled out 'Hey you don't even come out to help me up?!' I heard, and just realized what I did was so rude. 

So she was on top of the ladder cleaning the roof. It wasn't a windy day today but the ladder vertically collapsed all in a sudden, and this caused her to drop to the floor from 2 meters height...

Silly act 2: I went to stand the ladder up instead of assist her to get up. This time, she was even more angrily telling me off because I didn't even measure what should be the first thing to do. She is the one that inclined to get pissed off so easily especially if I don't seem to show much caring, this is really inappropriate in her eyes....
 

Hope makes it happen!

During the time I was dragged by her to watch the 'super orator', she has showed me a few speakers who have amazingly done a great job improvising on the stage, lack of preparation is not a problem at all, as long as you show the confidence you should have. That cool girl in white has completely changed her style and turned into a dignified lady who owns her pride of being a female racer. She has expressed her thought of being left out when everyone around her has married, but she still stays single due to her manliness. But in my point of view, I exceptionally envy this kind of girls and I want to be one of them. Her bravery, her self-evaluation as well as her self-respect have shown the best of what a girl should be like in this contemporary society. But more importantly, her experiences have created a bigger picture for her to visualize the human nature, what a life could be like in a critical moment. I was really inspired by her talk not just the style she has there, the cool gesture, the casual facial expression and all that, just so relaxed and approachable with newly developed power from the feminism, also HOPE...

Another speaker is the guy whom got amputated when he was only 13 years old. He smiles all the time, with honesty and kindness. I have never seen a person can be this tough, and only passing positive power to the audience. I do understand he uses smile as one of his strategies to lessen the embarrassment he felt from the outsiders. It's even harder to imagine how he has been through all this years if I was him. Majority people's prejudice, unawareness of looking down on them, humiliation etc, what a society has become is dependent on how everyone behaves but by now, should we have taken more concerned on the ones who should have treated equally like everyone else? To be/ look abnormal is not their choice but their fate, I don't think anyone would want to be like that if they do have the choice. The speaker was right, empathy is attributed to moral value, it tops everything in the list. But then again, empathy is hardly seen within the crowd when it's contradictory to our self-interest, so we smile it off, not because we accept it happens, but the difficulty and inability to change this fashion that has been there for years. However, he has never given up his HOPE to educate people, a wish to impact on others...

They got me really teary, please stay strong and keep inspiring more people :)