Some little thought of mine...

• I broke my record again: went to bed so early last night and been sleeping for 13 hours :3
• That feeling is so great. I just hope that from now on, I should seriously take care of myself and keep being much much much more healthier than before
• If you ask me what I have done for today. ok so I woke up, ate my brunch while was talking happily with my dearest, she said that I should seriously stop stuffing too much food into my mouth whenever I eat because when I chew it, I resemble a monkey, which doesn't look good if I sit at the same table with some upper class...I was like 'As if I will sit with some upper class=.=' she: 'well, you never know, maybe one day...I am just teaching you some appropriate table manner, this kid...' 
• Yeah I know I should be more modest to people's comments on my behaviour. Actually that realization deep inside of me keeps on telling me that their judgement is always right but I don't admit what I do wrong at times due to my arrogance, yet I change secretly after they say that...>.>
• Besides, I know myself too well and too into myself to let someone to change the essence of me. So when they point out something from me that sounds not unpleasant to hear, my real-time reaction will be most likely covered with self-protection but then deep inside my reaction will be more like: 'damn how can you know me that well...yeh...I will change this part of me>.>'
• Anyways she suggested a quite amusing method for me to change my way of eating (ok this sounds really strange for some people...why would I change the way I eat after 21 years of being a human) 
• The mirror...=.= she said she would put the mirror next to my side face so I can look myself into the mirror when I eat in order to see how not good looking that is...That's really cruel because there is no way a person will be looking good when he/she eats especially me, I hate seeing myself eating as well as people staring at me chewing my food. But smartass..that works...as I don't even want to see that appearance of me, definitely I will change afterward
• A status updated to ask my friends about their preparation for the exam on Monday. 
• Started my revision by reading through some lecture slides
• Received a text from that kid's mum. She asked me to teach his son from next Saturday..
• That fattie from oversea called us again today. He told me to sleep earlier after I said I've got headache during my exam on Thursday.  
• She then told him about that day she fell from the ladder as well as my ignorance of unable to show caring
• She handed the phone over so he can give me a lesson obviously
• I was questioned by him: why I would be this cold, emotionless and lack of caring about others...
• All I said was 'uhh....' 'yeah..' 'I don't know'
• She then said to him: 'I don't blame her, maybe she's been too spoiled and I have never taught her how to care for others' 
• That's how he described me on the phone-too much technology absorption, also that numbness and incapability to feel how others feel due to something that they wouldn't have any idea what and why..
• Close bonding with parents is only confined to a degree of showing caring, happy talks and my future plans
• To be honest, I am a highly sensitive person so how would I not care for others as I feel a lot to some really delicate things...Maybe I do but hardly physically show
• And she was told that one of their friends just passed away a few days ago...She cried...
• 'One after one is gone...I just feel that we seriously should spend more time with the ones that are still alive and feel lucky for the time being' she said
• And she also said 'You know you should care for your dad more, as much as you care for me(hinting on that accident of falling down from the ladder here) You never know who will be gone all in a sudden'
• Life really happens in the blink of an eye...You don't get to feel the great changes until that someone no longer be a part of your life. I mean even the ones that are still here, alive, we take everything they do for granted and not ever thought about what if they are not with us anymore, what if they take away a huge part of you when they leave...Despite the fact that anyone would be leaving sooner or later, for the ones that have all contributed to even a minor part of your life, remember to love them with all your heart and leave no regret
• Either 'Death' or 'Leaving' is too horrifying for us to even think about...so before it's too late, act now...