Nan came to my house at 9ish and helped me to check my mum's laptop. I felt really thankful because he helped me with almost everything I needed or I had problems with, including some softwares and unnecessary things that are meant to be removed from my laptop. During those two hours, we were staying in my room chatting about our recent lives and pc related things. He also said that he'd help me to get my new laptop and scanner after he finished his exams. Even mum had a really good first impression of him being a great friend there helping us to solve a lot of problems...
My vivid night wasn't that happy since I was a bit pissed off as I felt like I was ignored again. Yes, he's been super busy, or even stress out as hell. Once he saw me, he couldn't even stop complaining how stressful he has been for the whole day due to a lot of tasks had to be done, as well as he got to give orientation to three new employees etc etc. And I only said that I became even less like to talk to him, he walked away. I didn't grab his hand, but walked straight to chinatown to wait for him to come back. That's drama scene 1. Drama scene 2 was when he started pushing me away after we met at chinatown, which made me even more irritated when that kind of annoyance from being pushed in the public. Yet he never realised how annoying one felt when he did that. I then didn't talk to him at all, even when I was actually asking him to share that fried rice with me. He didn't end up eating, my grumpiness grew even stronger than ever to the point where I started to act like a kid crazily throwing stuff, knocking things and all that. My ultimate anger came right after he took my phone away and I wanted to have it back. After all that happened, we still went to darling harbour to take some pictures and watch that water show. Drama scene 3 was when we went all the way to Townhall to catch the train to Circular Quay, and we bumped into his friends, those two girls were being so friendly encouraged me to go Sunday church with them. Then we found out that there was no trains to go Circular Quay after they left, so we had to walk. The point is, we went to the wrong way and spent another 10 minutes or so to walk all the way back to Townhall. Starting from that time, I couldn't hold my impatience anymore, I had this urge to get away from him for multiple times by walking so fast and trying to disappear in the crowd. Until we reached Opera house where I took plenty of photos from there. But still ignoring him the whole time, he eventually stayed at the same spot and let me leave alone. We texted for another half an hour having this silent argument which we both were pretty much wasting a good hour of having fun in vivid. I admit that I was overly stubborn that I couldn't get over something he called it 'simple'. But still, I went back to look for him, held his hand and hugged him tightly while he was sitting on that fence. Seeing his teary eyes has fully softened my heart quite a bit. He even asked me how I'm going to educate my child if I, already act like one child. Who said I'm going to get married with you?~~>.> In the last one hour, or half an hour, we finally had that bit of time having some fun walking around circular quay. Lastly, ok...I'm sorry for ruining our night. It's so hard to feel right around you because sometimes your attitude makes me really uncomfortable that I lose all my interest to talk, and you complain things as if that's part of my fault... There's just so much that I want to talk about, but yeah...after all, this is a public place...Let's just talk about this privately..
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