Life is such a troll when seeing another extra 500 words have to be written for the assignment. For some reason, I've been thinking it only requires for 1000 words until I was going to submit it, and check it from the outline again...What's wrong with me these days. I seem to lack of motivation to work hard in anything I do, and I make minor mistakes, but they all count...
Stress level was to the max with my sleepiness that has been making me so upset, and I was late for her appointment again. For 5 minutes. She was calling me once every 5 minutes. And she got more and more angry each time she called. Towards the end of the second or last call, I didn't pick up at all. I was close to breakdown on the train after I clumsily pushed a person because it was too crowded and I didn't get to hold anything to balance myself...
Shed some tears when she started to yell at me, even inside the MTC where we were sitting down, she whispered with a bit of anger. I shed some tears, but in order not for anyone to see my teary face, I pretended that I constantly yawned...
After getting the next appointment from her consultant. She needed to shop around in hursy for some food and wines. We carried all of them home, and I was heaps more frustrated than ever as she became a bit annoying before we got on the bus...Coming back to do my Jap homework, read through my lecture, and ready to get on with that 500 words but I seriously can't think at the moment. I only know that I'm really down...really really down...sleepy...really really sleepy...without caring, support and all, plus extra work to do. 3% will be gone if I can't get it done by tonight...But I let it go this time...I rather to get myself some rest tonight....
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