conscientiousness...(22nd of Jan)

• so....my period was the reason caused me not want to go jogging today. However I still continued with my 8 mins of abs workout though my tummy was in real pain. 
• Mum lined up for getting the first token at the medical centre. I'd like to say, GREAT JOB mum...
• Feeling great to be the first customer seeing the doctor. Dr Chauhan filled in her form, prescribed me the repetition of my medicine but we gotta do the math ourselves if we really want to have the cheaper ones...
• After our lunch at somewhere, we went to Hurstville to submit her form. Unfortunately the lady who has made an appointment for her wasn't really a nice one. And the one who dealt with her issue was even more pompous, showing her stuck up face and said 'no, absolutely no, you can't reduce your studying hours and that's seriously not much' once I finished describing what my mum's problem is. Come on, people...we are living off our limited saving here, not like we are begging you to give us extra money, what we asked for is to reduce one hour only per day =.= However, I do understand their impatience towards people who ask for allowance because laziness is always the case, which causes lots of problems when the people who are really in need of the allowance yet can't get enough of payment, whereas the ones who better off, are entitled to get it. But when you really think about it,  government is doing a tough task here as well. People should have their self-conscientiousness to get what they are supposed to get but not something that they are greedy about, because you are the reason induce the inequality of the system and chaos :/
• Anyways I haven't been to the library for quite a long time, as in several years. Honestly the change of the library seems much better than before. Now, it's not packed but with more seats provided for people to relax and read there. The librarians are still the ones I used to know, they helped mum and I to update our info of our library cards. We then looked for a seat and I went to look for my books. I came back with a thick novel and a book for photography whilst mum lowered her head, reading the newspaper. Later, two people came and sat at the next table, the old lady spoke so loud and non-stop to her daughter in Chinese, making the environment like a market. So each and everytime when people complain about how loud and noisy Chinese speak, we really should think about why they call us that. Some Chinese really don't consider their own act in the public, and not scared of how people will see our nation. Hence racism happens for a reason, same as the above, others only judge you from what you have given off, negative only comes with negative...
• Panpan gets along with my brother Corey really well on FB. Maybe guys have this connection with guys, they already do though they haven't met in person. Talking about me not inviting him to my outtings...well>.> *cough cough* I should gang up with Corey's gf just in case they bully me after they become good friends or something..>.> btw I burst out laughing when he called him brother in law=.=...LOL