Ouch...(20th of Jan)

• Not to reveal the fact that I was punished for being late for a few minutes before mum's appointment. She is totally a mad person in some cases. It'd always be an unforgivable act in her eyes. 
• I got my physical punishment by her in the public and her sandal even flew away when she did that on our way to the plaza. But I didn't cry, didn't show any sign of sadness. Instead, I only stood there and let her vent all out so she could calm herself. It was the toughest day ever recently though. 
• Then I led her to change the product and she felt a bit more satisfied
• Unfortunately Mr Nigel told us to go back to get the doctor to fill out the form as a proof to reduce her hours, then hand that back to centrelink...
• She started to feel annoyed once she heard it. During our trip home, I didn't talk at all unless she asked me questions, I still acted quite normal as if nothing has happened. 
• I talked to game again on Fb, about what just happened today with mum. I felt much better when I was understood by him, a person that tried to ask me to think positively in this circumstance. 
• However she helped me to rub against my bruises with oil at late night. I know she does care for me all the time yet she doesn't have a better idea to relieve her stress. But you know, let's say she's still a woman, she gets mad at petty things at times, I don't blame her on doing those to me, but...CAN'T YOU LET ME RUB MY LEGS AGAINST YOUR BED SHEET WHEN I WAS STRUGGLING WITH THE EXTREME PAIN I GOT FROM MY LEGS BEING RUBBED BRUTALLY? =.=...
• OUCH..to the max....and thank god, I still survived....korara is a super hero T___T