I had no idea why I would be mad about something that has nothing to do with me. He has told me about his close friends whom have been in an awkward position in their relationship at the moment, and both of them want to talk to him about the same issue. Yes, you've heard that right...His close friends, the couple. I have no right to change anyone's mind but I only find that ridiculous if someone ever gets involved in such a situation. And obviously my opinion is treated as nothingness. It was pretty pointless to ask for someone's opinion if you have made up your mind clearly. But honestly speaking, having to solve a problem between a couple when two of them are your close friends is quite difficult :/
So I wasn't informed that we ain't going to Jamberoo til 11pm. Corey, my brother didn't tell me, but told him, who only met up with him once, and it was on my birthday :/ So I told mum in the afternoon about this and I wasted my precious one hour or more to prepare for everything I need for tomorrow~ :/ Definitely not going on Friday as the plan has changed to go to the beach instead by the time Corey texted me at late night=.=
Panpan was trolled by me half an hour before he fell asleep. Obviously I wasn't happy and I needed something to cheer me up. Although I did have made my decision not to go to the beach, it was for sure that I'll be at least going out with him since it's Valentine's day on that day. But playful me demanded him to give me a convincible speech in five minutes or else I won't be going, as a threat. He quickly typed a long, yet not THAT long msg online, saying how much he wanted to spend valentine's with me because we have missed out last year's, with lots of sad and crying faces showing his cutenss :3 hahaah thanks for your pre-Valentine's speech xD
PS: fatty from oversea has sent me so many links on wechat. One of them is about how to respect and love your parents in 28 ways, such as taking them to travel every once in a while. She pointed out that these are might be his request asking how I should love him more. I was laughing at that when I talked to him on wechat, yet he was being quite serious, saying the links are sent to tell me more about something that I should know, but he doesn't expect too much from me since we are afar from each other. What he wants me to do is to take care of my mum well because everyone needs to be cared, he needs that too. After I received several long voice recordings from him saying all that, my smiley face has turned into a serious face because I have hardly heard him describing about love and expectation related issues. Even though we are close, we feel awkward bringing up this kind of topic to our conversation. I didn't know what to say, yet I could truly feel him, and mum. They have given me so many lessons of love that most of other parents won't bother to give. They have always been telling me that we are not rich, but love makes us rich...
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