I was going to break my own record but I was too tired to jog one more round >3<
Nap nap naked for two hours without me knowing as I took off my top before I went shower, then realised I needed to add all the contacts back to my new phone(I was lying on my couch when I did that) a few minutes after I added everything back, I friggin fell asleep, didn't get to wake up til 2pm =.=
One of my primary school friends will be coming to pay a visit soon and I have already spared a day for her on the 21st so I can take her around :3 So excited to see her again after I saw her at that gathering a year ago :) The only change from her is that she has became much more ambitious, and her career seems quite promising in that IT area as she works in a such a big company in China. Other than that, she is still the one I knew back in 10 years ago, a kind, and friendly one as she used to be :)
I've read something really encouraging from the newsfeed on FB...Btw mum loves using wechat so much. Looking at how many friends she has added on her wechat and the stories she has heard from her classmates, the happiness I see on her face has reflected her enjoyment to attend that English class x3 as well as the links they sent her and everything else that has concerned about health that she learned from them, are all something that I've never seen before she starts going to school :) Good on you, you have finally found where you belong xD I am in love with some songs btw hehe :3
It wasn't really an argument with le panpan, but rather a disagreement to some perspectives on something. Like the makeup bit and the inviting people bit. Firstly, I seriously don't like wearing any makeup on my face unless that's some special occasions such as formal. But honestly, I still prefer not to wear any if I could, unless I need it to cover my pimple marks I have left on my face. I doubt that if he finds that interesting as he hasn't seen me wearing any before so he wants to try to see me with makeup on once in a while, or he's using that as an excuse to make me to get all dolled up and that he'd feel good having a prettier gf. :/ I know that most of girls at this age enjoy putting on makeup, and looking their best. But then, personally speaking, it doesn't matter how you convince your gf to wear makeup, I seriously perceive it as I ain't good enough or maybe I am just fugly...If this is the case, why not just say it :/ Secondly, inviting friends to our date is another thing that I don't like. All I want is to have more private time before we get back to that busy life once uni starts. I don't ever need someone around if I go to a place, but he does. Even though apparently I show him that I only want two of us in an outting from time to time, he suggests if he can invite his friends/ my friends. I mean if I really want to invite someone to tag along, I will say it straightforward. But when I don't seem to invite anyone but us, please don't suggest such a thing as if you find me boring to be with.
I ended up talking to my ex til 2:30am because I wasn't that happy after our talk. His humour constantly has made me forget about the problems I have. But more importantly is that he knows me quite well and comforted me in a way that I was pleased. He also told me so much about what has happened to him recently, which is another girl from his workplace confessed to him a few days ago and he doesn't know how to reject such a cute girl even though he already has someone to take care of. Not to mention that his evilness of having a few ambiguous relationships is something that I'd not suggest to happen to anybody, since you will get everyone hurt, and yourself hurt at the very end. But anyways, thanks for being there for me and being supportive no matter what :)
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