Cruel reality (27th of April)

You know how much impact the ferry disaster has on Korea when you are heard that the Korean president has resigned because of that. Mum and I were talking about the most recent incidents, the missing jet MH370 and the tragic ferry disaster both involved a large criticism towards the governments. Korean president is just purely unlucky to encounter such a day during his time of presidency. Imagine how bad you feel when someone throws a water bottle at you when you sincerely visit a grieving one :/

I finally have started to construct my screenplay. But it'll be a bit hard to manage to finish it within 6 to 10 pages as you get carried away to create that extended version through this process. And to my curiosity, I was searching for some pro screenplay online, such as the one for Frozen which I have bookmarked it for further reading when I have time. I like how long the introduction has taken up a few pages just to provide background info before it gets into the actual story yet you don't find it long-winded. A good read, a valuable resource to know how to make a proper screenplay for a starter.  

And I dreamed about Grandpa last night and it gave me this feeling that his presence was just there yesterday. In that dream, he came back and visited us. Even though I clearly knew that it was his spirit that talking to both mum and I, we weren't scared to look into his eyes and had this long conversation. I remember he told me how beautiful the after life is. The peacefulness is nothing you will ask for more. From how he described everyone there, you pictured how friendliness people are there. It's a unity, a paradise of what he really calls it as similar as Australia. He said, people all speak different languages too but he has found his way to cope with this. I was trying to decode what message the dream sent to me when I woke up, and I guess that, it's not really a dream if you think deep about it, but more like a clue from grandpa telling me something.

Thinning my hair after my shower was the first thing I did. Mum was right next to me while I was looking myself in the mirror and using the razor to thin my fringe. Yes, save up money and time if you are capable to do it yourself.

To end the day, it wasn't a happy ending when you gradually lose hope in a relationship. Someone said I am like a tornado grabs him off the ground whenever I rage. I really wish I am one so I won't be coming back to the same spot man~

But thanks Seri who spent an hour talking to me at late night...